existential fabric of time

it took so long

but once i destaturated my life

all the voices started talking again

they whispered all the truths

in my ears

alongside the bustling noise of the city

i can hear the traffic

of all the parallel selves

their thought chains all came to a halt

in ludicrous synchrony

it can’t be that all this is real

that this really is me?

my past my future and my present combined

it’s all the same just stretched out by

time

i cannot bear this life of choices;

being alive is complicity enough

to any crime